[ she's strolling around at a pretty leisurely pace, watching people and taking peeks at rides and attractions, so she doesn't actually get too far from where their table had been. at one point, she even considers just turning around and going back— partly because she left her bag behind, but mostly because she feels bad for leaving so suddenly— but she decides against it. with how snappy she got, it would probably just cause more trouble, and that's the last thing she wants. they came here to have fun, after all.
so, she just sort of... wanders, thinking about their exchange as she goes. she can recognize that she was annoyed because she was jealous, but the "why" of it all is escaping her. alvin is her friend, just like everybody else in their little group, and though they've gotten very close over time, she doesn't usually get jealous over things like this. she had gotten jealous when she first met up with jude, sure, but that was a very different situation.
eventually, all of her thinking gets old and she decides that, even if she doesn't have a real explanation for why she got so bent out of shape, she's cooled off enough to head back. she doesn't feel annoyed or jealous, just kind of... guilty, so it should be fine, she figures. she's also not quite paying attention to where she's going when she turns herself around and starts walking, so— ]
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so, she just sort of... wanders, thinking about their exchange as she goes. she can recognize that she was annoyed because she was jealous, but the "why" of it all is escaping her. alvin is her friend, just like everybody else in their little group, and though they've gotten very close over time, she doesn't usually get jealous over things like this. she had gotten jealous when she first met up with jude, sure, but that was a very different situation.
eventually, all of her thinking gets old and she decides that, even if she doesn't have a real explanation for why she got so bent out of shape, she's cooled off enough to head back. she doesn't feel annoyed or jealous, just kind of... guilty, so it should be fine, she figures. she's also not quite paying attention to where she's going when she turns herself around and starts walking, so— ]