[even though he had expected and knew she had those sentiments, it still sent a painful and guilty stab to hear it. he even tenses a little, as if cringing.]

I just don't see how you can. How any of you could give me that last chance. I'm grateful for it, but I mean... [he did a lot of shit and he wouldn't have blamed them if they wanted nothing to do with him. and even more, in some ways he's reminded of Presa. he had also screwed her over and hurt her and yet, like Leia, despite that she still looked out for him and worried about him.

he just shakes his head.]

I guess I just can't really understand it. [not from their perspective at least.]