Only after I really realized my feelings, and even then they were cut short whenever they popped up. [Since. You know. Weirdness.] For the record, they were pretty tame.

[Mostly wanting to hold her. Or kiss her. Nothing past that, but usually it was the second part that made the metaphorical record screech and he had to mentally punch himself.]

But I know how weird it is. Even I was weirded out by it at the time at first, but they probably also helped me see the truth about things. [Because why else would he even have those thoughts then? Timing is key here.]